Sept. 24 - SweeneyTodd

Thank you for being my strength in all of these. I don't think I would've emotionally survived if you weren't with me.

July 12, 2010 - Ichabod Crane's post

Hi, guys!

Sorry, I don't have the time to go into details since I alot to do today (no surprise there)

I have articles due, and the problem is that I forgot my notes at home so now I'll have to create that article from trying to remember what I wrote. Damn.

So, my week has been somewhat crazy. Work is driving me crazy but it helps me grow, and even though I'm turning into a workaholic, I'm not too cranky about it cos I feel like this is where I should be. If that makes sense.I literally have no time to do anything, and the other day I had my lunch at 3pm. It's that crazy. Time here flies so fast.

The other day I was tasked to do something that was extremely difficult. And apart from having already done something extremely difficult, I was stressing out over this so much that I got sick and threw up last Tuesday morning. The way it happened was, I had my sched fixed. From 8am-9:30, I was supposed to be writing that article. Then I felt like throwing up so I ran to the bathroom, did my business, cleaned up, and resumed working.

My desk here is already a bit messy cos it's full of papers even though I've only been here for 2 weeks.

I'm getting along with some of my officemates. It isn't like over there, where people talk to you alot. Here, it takes time. But it's okay. The other day they invited me to lunch already. Hahaha

Okay, so what I'm thankful for:

1. Having this job and learning how incredibly talented and capable I am. Hahahahaha cos yesterday, I left the office to work at Coffee Bean. And I managed to get Brad Geiser's approval on the thing I had to do. Here, it's within walking distance lang. Oh, and you can work outside the office if you want.

2. The people who were worried when I threw up. I am now eating rice every lunch cos I get hungry easily here cos I think so much all the time

3. Boleroface, who stays up with me when I'm working late, keeps me company when I have time to talk, worries about me cos I'm anemic and turning into a workaholic, tells me I'm pretty even when I look like shit, thinks I'm awesome even though I can be a dork, who supports me and tells me he's proud of me after I accomplish something that nearly turned me into a lunatic, who wants to visit me when I'm working late to bring me dinner, who's seen me depressed/heartbroken/crazy/sad/happy/emo/angry and still thinks the world of me, and for generally being an awesome guy friend.

4. My friends. Cos I learned who the real ones were when I had my heart broken.

Kay, gotta get back to work. So much to do.

I hope you guys are doing all right over there.

Love,
Zar

June 23, 2010 - Edward.Scissorhands

Thank you for the driving feeling to go to work again.

Thank you because the sun wasn't too harsh today. How I loathe the mid-morning and afternoon heat..


Thank you for including me to the FX's last trip this morning.


Thank you for yesterday's date. It was the 32nd month.


Thank you for the brisk, long walk. I needed it. I might not like it most of the time but I know my body is thanking me.


Thank you for my iPod. It keeps me company wherever I go.


Thank you Usher. You rock hip hop.

June 21, 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thanks ---

• my dad
• my crazy mom
• breakfast!!
• skittles
• bite-size Crunch bar
• pressure
• starbucks treat
• walking away from the office
• corny jokes
• moved deadline

June 12, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Thank you for a great day. We had a great time touring the house where Oro Plata Mata was shot, for the owners of the place who were nice enough to let us explore and take pictures, for the beautiful and inspirational Chapel of the Cartwheels, for seeing again The "Angry" Christ Chapel that turned out to be the Love Christ after so many years. For the great photo opportunities at The Ruins, for that fast craft ride that turned out to be okay, and for that smaller banca ride to Guimaras. I was able to conquer one known fear. Thank you for the very accommodating staff at Villa Igang, the great place that was kissed by God's hand, the cozy and homey room that Jejemon and I shared, the people we spent time with. Aja! :)

It feels great to be sleeping with his arms around me =)

June 11, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Thank you for the nice cab driver even though he charged us 4x more than his usual rate. Thank you for the accommodating though mean airport staff. Thank you we made it in the nick of time, at least we got to experience Amazing Race local, running through NAIA Terminal 3 with our huge luggages trying our hardest to make it to the last gate in time for boarding. FYI, we did. Made it, I mean. :)

Thank you for the safe flight, I guess boring is synonymous to safe so it's okay. Thank you for the kid across the aisle from me in the plane who I played funny faces with all through the duration of the flight. Thank you for the poker faced cabin crew members, they made sure I have enough food to eat :)

Thank you for the van driver who gave us a Silay City tour, for the great breakfast at El Ideal, for the people who opened up Balay Negrense to us, for Mang Ramon Hofilena even if you called us all dumb, for Jejemon for carrying my bags for me and for treating me the whole trip, for one of the cheapest but most filling and yummiest food trip i've ever had, for the awesome feeling of playing in the playground like kids, for the nice view of the man-made lake with all the tilapias in it, for the time that were given to us to rest, for his massage, for the beautiful dreams that become a reality everytime i wake up because he is beside me, for momo and ate olay for the pictures.. for the whole great day 'coz it didn't rain much.. :)

June 10, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Thank you for Andy and Ate Weena, we were able to find a place to spend the night before tomorrow's flight. Bebang came with me to SM and we waited for Jejemon, thank you. Thank you for the nice cab driver and the staff at Park, Bed and Breakfast. For Pantone for updating me on LI's newest obsession: to ruin my reputation. But thank you, still, LI, 'coz am now stronger and more open-minded not to mention more patient than ever. I guess people like you should really be given special considerations due to mental problems :p

I love you, Sisig Hooray! :)

Thank you, Lord for today :D

June 9, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

1st day back. I felt that they really are happy to see me again. Even those that I wasn't expecting. It feels good to be with old friends and acquaintances. KFC was heaven.

Thank for Recipes, Mi Amore.

Thank You, Lord for Mama's permission, and John's commission. I love him so much :)

Thank you for this feeling of anticipation and the chance to be with him for an extended time. :)

June 8, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Was able to finally send my logs, thank God. A bit excite for tomorrow. I hope I can make it.

Looking forward to my long weekend. Thank you :)

June 13, 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thank you we got to church on time.

Thank you its not Father's Day yet.

Thank you She wasn't disappointed at me today.

Thank you I survived those few hours.

Thank you for donations. I got to save money again.

Thank you for the Mag.

Thank you He wasn't in a foul mood today.

Thank for my cute new keychain.

Thank you for the crepe I shared with my sisters.

Thank you for the rain.

Thank you for a nice Sunday afternoon.

Thank you for a few lost words that got across.

Thank you for the nachos for dinner.

June 12, 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thank you for the plan to get up early and have breakfast at my sister's college. Just us.

Thank you I saved money because the breakfast place was closed. It was the thought that counted.

Thank you I saved money on groceries.

Thank you I got to cook again.

June 11, 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thank you for ScaryHappyGirl, good company is hard to find.

Thank you for a nice lunch out at Pancake House.

Thank you for brilliant Tumblr and the inspiration.

Thank you for a moment of his time.

Thank you for the rain.

Thank you for my crazy sisters who wouldn't let me sleep, talked and laughed for hours. Sorry neighbors.

June 9 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thank you *Sweeney Todd* is back

Thank you for KFC.

Thank you for that chat that made me laugh when I wanted to cry.

Thank you for rain.

June 7, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

His treat at Go Fan and Tokyo Tokyo Metro. His treat at Krispy Kreme. That loan lady that we applied to for being nice. The nice people at our office, Krispy Kreme. Clanmates for just being there when am bored. Officemates who miss me. My loving boss and my beloved senior.

I love you, and thank You ;)

June 6, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Bonded with gramma, who doesn't know me anymore but still looks at me with loving eyes. New friends from my new clan. Supportive people that I don't even know care that much about me. Uber healthy poopies. :)

Thank you for I only used my inhaler 4x instead of the daily 5 :)

June 7 2010 - MadHatterFails

Thank you God I survived today with P100 in my wallet and the strength to fight off the temptation to buy stupid things.

Thank you God for people who ask me how I'm doing, even if its just a trivial question.

Thank you for the short laughs found on nonsense things.

Thank you I had something productive to do, even if it was last minute.

Thank you for the fit to work certificate for *Sweeney Todd* and her improving health.

Thank you for the shift.

June 5, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Thank you for the past 27 months :)
Thank you 'coz I finally got the "fit to work" medical certificate :)
Thank you for mom's generosity :)
Thank you for being on time :)
Thank you for the Sisig Hooray! treat :)
Thank you for this office space in a cafe that I call home :)
Thank you for being honest :)
Thank you for being sweet :)

..you called me sugar..

June 4, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

The whole day is not an okay day, but nevertheless, there are still things I should be thankful for:

Thank you for the employers of freelance companies for trusting me. Thank you to you for sharing your relationship problems. Thank you, Mi Amore for your patience as you wait for me to finish my tasks before we were finally given the chance to talk. Thank you for making me feel that I really am a great friend.

Thank you for making the puppies healthy. They will be on their way to their new homes tomorrow.

Thank You :)

June 3, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Thank you sa Krispy Kreme treat and Tapa King treat. I remember the days when we just started dating ;) *kilig*

The weather was great because of the rain, though Borlas got wet. :(

It was a very tiring day all in all, asthma attack at night. But I've had worse days. Thank You, po! :)

June 2, 2010 - Sweeney Todd

Hay..

It was a hard day. Had asthma attacks nonstop and I can't remember eating. No appetite. Was crying most of the day because I can't believe that even after two weeks of rest and loads of medicines, I'm still feeling this shit.

But am alive. Thank You, Lord for that.

Puppies are fatter, raket bosses like my output, was able to help friends through some tough times. Got a call from him every now and then 'coz he's checking on me. My dear Momo worrying about me, thank you. Bebang sharing her secrets. Friends cheering me up. People looking up to me.

Thank you all.

It was a hard day, but it was something to be thankful for.

June 2, 2010 - MadHatterFails

I'm thankful I didn't answer a phonecall during a meeting, that saved my day.

I'm thankful I was alone at home for a few hours and got to enjoy peace and quiet.

I'm thankful for my crazy siblings that ruined it all when they got home, but they have ways of making me smile.

I'm thankful I was able to walk in the rain.

I'm thankful for the Sopas, I've been craving for it since I started seeing rain, and my grandfather who lives miles away decided to send some over tonight.

June 1, 2010 - SweeneyTodd

Hmm..

Thank you for my life.. Kahit I'm sick, the fact that I'm alive is priceless.
Thank you for giving me a chance to write this blog, some people I know are illiterate.
Thank you for Bebang, she's sometimes a pain the ass, but I can't live without her.
Thank you for Mama, she supports me in her own way.
Thank you for Bengalore, he is my dad in his own way.
Thank you for Bhuloy, she gives me hell but she loves me.
Thank you for my ates and kuyas in PEx, they love me like their own baby sister.
Thank you for the rain, it was so hot these past few months, it's a relief.
Thank you for Ate Weena and Ate Pixie, they love me even if I irritate them most times.
Thank you for Ate Elisa, she gave me a writing sideline.
Thank you for John, who went with me to the doctor, who deposited money like a secretary on our behalf, who carried Borlas even if he's half his weight, for everything.
Thank you for these nice people here in Krispy Kreme, who puts up with me making their store my office.

Thank you. <3 :)

There's a calm before the storm...

Someone just came back in my life last night. And I'm not really sure what's gonna happen next. All I know is I can't be in the same room as this person without him sucking the life out of me like a freakin' dementor. But...

I thank God for the calm.

For not letting my heart fall to pieces yet, again.

For not letting my mind freak out too much.

I know it's coming...

I'm not happy.

I'm not angry (yet).

But I am calm.